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Catching Moments

11/25/2022

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It struck me recently how easy it is to miss the simple, little moments that make up most of life, waiting for some grand event - either a catastrophe or a wild victory.  Which got me thinking how important it is to slow down, to pause much more regularly, in order to notice. To not miss what’s right here. 

Fear... so adaptable...  
I’ve also noticed how freaking adaptable fear is… it doesn’t go away.  It just morphs from one thing to another.  Once an issue feels pretty stable or secure, fear goes looking for what to worry about next. 

And that’s why it’s important to pause from time to time and get some perspective.  To say to yourself, “Self… would you have worried about this a year ago?”  If the answer is “Hell no! This would have been better than anything I could have ever imagined…” well, then, we need to remind ourselves to notice what’s good and right in this moment.  To appreciate it.  To not miss it. 

Will there always be things to be afraid of and worry about if you have that tendency?  Sure!  And, is it possible to keep the fear of what might be from getting in the way of the beauty of what’s right here?  It is.  With a lot of awareness and ability to take a step back. 

That’s what I’ve been doing a lot lately.  Finding myself getting caught up in a frenetic spin, checking myself with a sweet, “hey now, wait just a minute…”  and reflecting.  Seeking that perspective.  Remembering how things have been much worse.  Remembering that I have no idea what the future holds.

Coming into this moment and appreciating it for what it is. 

Finding Beauty... 
Cheryl Strayed shares her mother’s sage wisdom to “put yourself in beauty’s way.”   What does that mean to you?  To me, it means looking for beauty each and every day.  Beauty in the physical world and also beauty at the heart level - beautiful interactions, small, simple moments - a shared hug, a shared tear, a shared laugh, or a quiet moment alone.  All beautiful in their own way. 

And in Keep Moving: Notes on Loss, Creativity, and Change, Maggie Smith shares how she and her children regularly call out to one another for “beauty emergencies!”  Come see the sunset before it’s gone.  Catch the eagle in flight!  Take in the beauty of the snow softly falling.  Let everything else wait and come here right now.  This is an emergency!  I love it!!

To me all of these reminders call me back to my quest to live life while I’m here.  To not miss the things that matter - saying yes to invitations and opportunities to be with people I love.  Prioritizing the things and people who matter most to me and to my heart and soul.  Finding gratitude - each and every day, no matter my mood, no matter the circumstances, it’s there waiting for me.  Finding it helps to balance perspective even on dark, sad, scary days. 

Finding One Good Thing...
This month my friend, Christine Callahan Oke proposed that for the month of November we share One Good Thing per day - #onegoodthing - and it’s been great.  Knowing that every day I will find something to share that is it for me that day.  Seeing what others are noticing and appreciating.  I think I may just keep it going even beyond November.  Why not?  It’s these simple practices that help us build our resilience, our appreciation, and our presence in life. 

Life is made of many moments.  Sometimes the simplest are the sweetest.  Let them be enough.  Let go of waiting for the grand event or the grand finale. It really is the steps along the way that create the journey that is our life.  


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Z is for Zebra!

4/30/2022

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So, I have to thank my friend, Kare, for today’s topic.  I was struggling to come up with a word that I had questions about.  Zany, was the original idea, but I kind of covered that in my X post about Excitement… and so, as people threw words at me (my sister, Carol, lobbied hard for Zucchini!), I searched for quotes. 

Thanking Shel Silverstein for filling in with so many wonderful questions for today’s #AtoZChallenge!  Here’s what he had to say:
“I asked the Zebra,
are you black with white stripes?
Or white with black stripes?
And the zebra asked me,
Are you good with bad habits?
Or are you bad with good habits?
Are you noisy with quiet times?
Or are you quiet with noisy times?
Are you happy with some sad days?
Or are you sad with some happy days?
Are you neat with some sloppy ways?
Or are you sloppy with some neat ways?
And on and on and on and on and on and on he went.
I’ll never ask a zebra about stripes...again.”

― Shel Silverstein

I think I’ll just leave you with that!  If you’re anything like me, your head is spinning enough about these brilliant questions from the Zebra!  Makes you wonder, doesn’t it?  And, such a beautiful reminder of the amazing complexity that each of us is! 

The A-to-Z Wrap-Up
With our search for answers, our unique bodies, bumps and bulges, facing change, contemplating what defines us, wondering if we’re enabling, following our hearts, allowing good to be good enough, reaching for hope, wondering if “it is what it is,” urging ourselves to “just do it!,” bringing in kindness and love questions, wondering about more, embracing neuro-diversity, finding ways to move beyond obsession, overwhelm, and into opening, planting seeds of practice and possibility, asking lots and lots of questions, reframing real life, leaning into our own idea of success, looking at truth and trust, stepping into the unknown and uncertainty that is life,  feeling our vision, getting curious about our vows, loving our whims, claiming our wins, letting our excitement out, whether anyone tells us “you’ll be fine…” or not, and then running with the zebras and their many questions!  Phew! 
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That’s the A-to-Z journey we’ve been on! Thanks SO very much to those who have ridden along this winding path with me!  It’s been a blast!!  And, I am deeply grateful to you!!  Who knows?  This might just get turned into a book!! 

For now, signing off!!  With a heart full of joy, gratitude, and inspiration!! 💖🌟
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What’s alive within you right now?  
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The Heart Revolution has Begun...

3/3/2022

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PictureDrew a heart in the sand to mark the moment - BFK + TFK 3-2-22
Two posts in two days!?  What??  Yup!  This one couldn’t wait – it’s bursting to be shared! (I think maybe, just maybe the heart revolution which I invited you to join yesterday has begun – I can feel it!).

Ah, I have to say, yesterday was absolutely perfect… even though Mary’s dead, Nate’s in the hospital, Adam wasn’t here, and I could “only” share the day with Tom.  It was amazing and my heart is still bursting to overflowing. 

Even though there were no gifts to unwrap, no cards to open, no flowers to receive.  It was absolutely perfect.  Why? Because I felt loved – because I loved myself and showed up for me and asked for what I wanted (pretty uncomfortable and not always the norm).  Because we created a glorious, heartfelt, magical day. 

And the moments matter way more than a mountain of material things ever could.

I got to be with Tom.  I got to talk to Nate, Adam, and Steve, and listen to messages from Mindy and Kare – and, even though they were the only ones who called, that was enough.

And, here’s the thing. I KNOW my experience in this moment could be vastly different if I narrowed my focus onto what wasn’t rather than what was.  What was missing or lacking rather than everything that filled my heart.  It’s an unwritten rule in my life that cards matter, and yet, there was not one single card, even from Tom.  But, what I had instead was his complete, undivided attention for an entire day, from sunrise til bedtime.  I’ll take it! 

Now, I can write about this because I allow myself to notice and to choose what I focus on – what really matters.  Time – wild horses – blue sky and sunshine – bird song, a starlit night, the sweetness of a loved one’s voice or message (and the effort they took to let me hear it or feel it).  Money can’t buy these things and these things bring tears of gratitude and break open my heart… Truly.

This is not me settling or compromising or making things be ok.  This is me landing solidly in a deep, deep contentment that life is so very good event though not every bit of it might be exactly perfect on the surface.   In my heart and soul it is absolutely Divine, heavenly, magical, and I am so grateful.

Maybe this is the wisdom of the years or the heavens speaking in this moment.  Tomorrow I might be a resentful bitch about something else, but it won’t be about my birthday.  Honestly, it was the best birthday ever because:
A. We created a day for me – that made one more of my little girl dreams come true – I got to see wild horses!!
B. No work. No productivity.  No squeezing one thing in even on the drive. Only time for what really mattered – delight, connection (with Tom and also through birthday messages via text, Messenger, email and Facebook), and
C. I let more of me free into the world with yesterday’s Heart Revolution newsletter and blog, which felt risky and was well-received, at least by some. 

Birthday Mantras: 
Tom asked me if I had any birthday mantras.  I said, “To take nothing for granted and to be more me!”  To choose to savor life – truly from deep within my heart.  To choose to just live and enjoy as many moments as possible, and to savor life’s sweetness and focus there.  To risk being called Pollyanna or too positive or pissing people off who would rather I hide my joy. 

This is the ground I stand on.  One where I don’t need to hide away my joy or delight.  One where I can dance and sing when I hear great music, even if it’s in a restaurant or on the beach or mall in a crowd of people.  One where I smile and tell a stranger I love her shirt or offer to help someone.  One that deepens connection because I am not locked away in my own discontent. 

Does this mean I won’t ever feel sad or angry or disappointed?  Does it mean that my heart isn't also breaking for the people who are suffering? Does it mean I'm not seething with anger at unjust acts of war? Hell no!  It means my heart can hold it all. It means from this heart-centered place I am grounded and ready to act.  It means that fierce compassion can rise up to take the steps that are mine to take.  

I will more honestly, more openly, more fully feel all that I feel and then decide where to dwell – which feelings to hang out with and for how long.  I will choose what actions are mine to take. 

And, you might say, “But, clearly you were disappointed with no cards or you wouldn’t have mentioned it.”   And I say with full honesty, and not to convince anyone, “No. That was just my mind noticing the story that I’ve lived with all these years, and my heart is discovering a new reality, a new truth.  I’m actually not disappointed at all.  In fact, quite the opposite.  I don’t care if Hallmark ever makes one more cent on a card for me!”  I am so very happy and grateful and I choose what’s good, what’s right in life.  That’s where I want to hang out. 

I am just not going to hold back any more.  Unlocking me feels so very good, and I do believe it’s part of this heart revolution. I hope you join me in setting yourself just a little more free today! This is what's possible when you do!  

Some Songs to Support this Feeling: 
Oh, and here's this morning's playlist to reinforce all of this! (You want another way to tap the wisdom of the Universe?  Create a playlist that awesomely fills your heart and put it on shuffle!  Amazing what comes through at just the right time!) Click the links for today's songs.  Enjoy!! 

All My Life - Linda Rondstadt and Aaron Neville (an anthem of our relationship) 
You'll Never Walk Alone - Marcus Mumford
Both Sides Now - Judy Collins (listen to the words... perfect accompaniment!) 
What Light - Wilco (thanks, Carol Moon, for this gem!)
Here We Go - WILD  (thanks, Jen Louden!) 
 

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Wild Horses on Cumberland Island, GA
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Birthday sunset from Saint Mary's, GA (of course, St. MARY's!)
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Good Grief, Gratitude, and Grace

1/7/2022

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Last year when our Soul Care group met in December and reflected on 2020, I invited a reflection on “good grief and gratitude,” acknowledging both.  What we were grieving, what we had lost, as well as what we were grateful for.  Because both are possible.  Both can be and often are present at the same time.  This reflection came because I knew we were all grieving something at the end of 2020. I just had no idea how much this practice and awareness would serve me again and again.

Grief…
This year during my two week holiday break I have had the opportunity to revisit this idea in a deeply profound and painful way.  I received a call on the eve of the winter solstice that my dear friend, Mary, was dying. My friend who was way too young to be leaving us, was at the end of the journey. My friend, who was always so vibrant and full of joy and life… I still can’t even conceive how it is possible. 

That call set off a long period of crying and such deep sadness.  Looking in the mirror as I brushed my teeth, seeing the depth of my own pain, made me cry even more.  I couldn’t sleep that night, although I rested and did my best to travel across time and space to sit with her hundreds of miles away.  I wasn’t able to say goodbye to her in person because by the next day the decision had been made to limit visitors to family only.  I understood. I honored that decision.  And I know that it was ok because there was nothing left unsaid, no regrets, no question about how we felt about one another… and yet there was a deep sadness at not being able to sit with her just one more time.  My grief journey had begun.

On the solstice, this day of extended darkness, I headed to the lake to have a little ceremony to honor Mary, our friendship, her life, and the start of this grief journey, which I know will move and evolve, but won’t end.  I drank some water from a cup she gave me last Christmas, signifying the nourishment this friendship has given me over the past 11 years.  I took the dandelions that I found on my walk down to the water (Yes!  Dandelions in western NY in December – one bright yellow and one in fluffy wishing form!!) and offered them up to the water – the yellow one signifying the resilience of a friendship that will never die.  The wishing one sprinkling my wishes to her for peace and for a peaceful transition surrounded in love.  I took baby Snoopy with me – a gift from Mary years ago.  I threw a shell lei and a bracelet that says “Aloha” into the water – “aloha” being the beautiful Hawaiian word which means love, affection, compassion, mercy, kindness, or grace and can be used as a greeting or farewell – this time was all of these things for me.  I lit a candle that says “I am free,” not wanting Mary to go, and at the same time knowing her body was done with fighting.  In some way connecting from my heart to hers, sending out a love offering, a goodbye. 

She passed away several days later, early on Christmas Eve morning, and grief settled in as I considered this new impossible reality.  There will be no more calls, no more laughter, no more tears, no more venting and pondering the ways of the world.  Our world got a little darker that day and sometimes this hits me as an endless stream of grey days before me… days without this beacon of light and love in them. 

My sweet sons have both lamented at how powerless they’ve felt, wishing I didn’t have to go through this, wishing there was something they could do.  I know now that there is nothing TO DO when someone is grieving… it is enough and it is everything to simply love them, let them know you care and that this sucks.  That’s about it.  I appreciate their love and concern, and I feel held in the warmth of it.  I have so appreciated my husband who has been by my side since that first phone call (no coincidence that he was working on Mary’s Christmas gift at that moment), simply being with me, sitting with me, allowing me the space for my anguish to rise and move through me. 

I appreciate the friends who have reached out to acknowledge the depth of this loss and who give me space to be with it in my own way, which changes day to day and moment to moment.  Sometimes I don’t want to talk at all – I just want to be alone in my memories, thoughts, sadness over what will never be, resisting the temptation to pick up the phone and call her.  In this early stage, at times it just feels like we haven’t talked in awhile and we need to catch up.  And then I remember.  Her image is always in my mind.  Her love is always on my heart.  Thoughts of her flit through my consciousness repeatedly and at random times.  Signs of her presence are everywhere and while they offer some comfort, they don’t fill the ache.  The ache often feels like a cavernous empty space deep, deep within me. 

And all I can do is learn to live in this place. I can learn to keep moving forward, even when it feels like a heavy slog, one step at a time.  I can learn to carry this grief.  I can be very, very gentle with myself as I do. 

Why “good grief?” 
So, why in the world would I title this “good grief” (aside from the fact that I love Snoopy and it doesn’t take long for me to hear this phrase and flip from an image of Charlie Brown to his dog who always brings a small smile).  Isn’t grief painful and therefore bad?  Yes, it is very painful, and no, I don’t think it’s bad.  Would I prefer not to feel it?  Of course. Most of us would.  But I don’t think it’s bad.  Deep grief comes from deep love.  Loving and losing people (and pets, jobs, life situations) is part of this messy human life.  We need to learn to do grief better as a people.  Grief is the price we pay for having loved well. 

Grief, as one of my friends put it, is a new landscape we step into that feels foreign and unfamiliar (or maybe it has a familiar feel to it, reminding you of another time you’ve felt a profound loss). We don’t quite know our way around and we may feel like we’re walking through a fog.  Or maybe we just curl up in a corner somewhere and can’t even bear to look around. 

Mindfulness practices have helped me to be with this part of life the same way they help me to be with all the other aspects of life. Being able to be real about what’s going on is part of good grief.  Not pretending to be ok when we are not.  Not letting anyone else tell us how our grief should go or when we should be done with it.  Good grief allows us space to feel as we feel, moment by moment.  It recognizes that the moments will change and we may even find ourselves smiling or laughing or enjoying some bit of life, even if we feel like maybe we shouldn’t.  Good grief allows for the complexity of life and gives us permission to feel deeply sad, maybe angry, confused, lost, scared, as well as happy, inspired, or contented.  Grief takes energy and it takes up residence in our bodies.  We can’t pretend well enough to fool our insides about how we’re really doing. We need to take time to honor the healing process.   

There is no right way to do grief – it’s an individual journey and much of it is probably done alone.  At the same time, I have found it helpful to let myself be held and supported, to not have to be strong through this.  I’ve said yes to generous offers where in the past it might have been hard for me to receive.  In part I just don’t have the energy to say “no,” so, yes.  Thank you.  Thank you for the healing.  Thank you for the listening.  Thank you for asking me about her.  Thank you for acknowledging our relationship and for trying to understand who she was to me. 

Gratitude?  Really? 
Again, yes.  Gratitude.  Because I am deeply grateful for this person, this friendship that was part of my life for almost 11 years.  Because I knew her, my life has been forever changed.  Because we loved one another and shared so much, I will hurt and ache.  And, I don’t regret a bit of it.  I would not have missed out on this relationship to avoid this pain.  Mary brightened my days and I loved watching the way she chose to live her life even in the face of an ominous diagnosis.  I am grateful for what she continues to inspire in me. 

I’ve heard that one of the best ways to keep our loved ones alive is to embody the qualities we most admired in them.  In this case that would be joy, compassion, empathy, strength, resilience, and a boundless capacity to love unlike anyone I have ever known.  She also lived with a curiosity and open-minded presence because she genuinely desired to understand people and their points of view.  As a special education teacher, she worked hard to expose her kids to all kinds of beliefs and to invite them to think critically for themselves, considering life’s big questions.  I am grateful that someone like her graced our world for these 48 years.  I am grateful for the ripple effect of her love and care.  I am grateful to have experienced someone who lived all of this so fully.  (If you’d like to experience one teeny tiny bit of it, please listen to her conversation with my friend and colleague, Keith Greer here on The Helping Conversation Podcast). 

So, yes, even in times of deep pain and loss we can find things to be grateful for.  We wouldn’t be hurting so much if what we’ve lost hadn’t been so very special.  Taking some time to reflect on that and soak into appreciation for all that was can be a healing balm. 

Grace
Grace allows us to find the gratitude. It also allows us to be gentle with ourselves as the tears come and we pull up the covers and hide away.  There is grace in a friend’s phone call or text, offering to listen or simply sending some love.  Grace is woven into the sweet sadness of a tear-soaked pillow.  Grace in random kindnesses that come at just the right time.  Grace in a moment of laughter or levity or a moment of insight or inspiration.  Grace flows among those who share in the collective loss and love.  Grace is the gentleness that says, “It’s ok.  You don’t have to push right now. You don’t have to figure this out right now. There’s no rush.  Take your time, dear one.  This hurts.  And, it’s ok.  You don’t have to be ok. You don’t have to be anything other than exactly what you are in this moment.” 

I invite you to join me in this journey of good grief, gratitude, and grace.  What have you lost that you want to acknowledge and give yourself permission to feel?  Perhaps it is a beloved being who’s died or maybe it’s the life you imagined you’d have, a job you lost, or perhaps you are grieving the state of our world. 

What can you pause to notice that arouses a sense of gratitude from within.  Where is grace at play and how might you extend it to yourself or others? 

It’s a journey.  And, this being human is not for the faint of heart.  But here we are.  So, let’s walk together into the unknown landscape of tomorrow.  Thank you for being here with me.  It certainly helps to not journey alone. 

If you, too, are feeling some sense of grief, I offer you this poem, along with the reassurance that you are not alone and the assurance that you will not always feel this way: (also, please visit my Resources Page that has many, many supports for you at this time).  

Inconceivable
by Barb Klein from 111 Invitations
 
Things happen.
We cannot imagine
or fathom
how or why.
 
They grip us
and tear at us
as we clench our heart
and let our tears flow.
 
Anguish
Sadness
Confusion
Loss
 
How to make sense
of the inconceivable?
Where to begin?
How to go on?
 
Perspective comes
in these moments
of grief.
 
But with little to grasp,
to anchor us
to any solid footing,
we flail, lost
and tossed
into the swirling mist
of confusion and pain.
 
Knowing not what we need
or how anyone can help.
 
Only that we are broken
(at least in this moment).

Thoughts?  Reflections?  Please share.  Let's explore these ideas of grief, gratitude, and grace together.  It's one way we can grow together and become better at this part of being human.   

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Gratitude... a Practice that has Changed My Life

11/24/2021

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Gratitude! It’s all the rage this Thanksgiving week and you will likely be flooded with messages about it.  But, here’s the thing. I have been practicing gratitude for at least 10 years now… so much so that it’s become part of who I am.  Sometimes it’s a more formal practice of reflecting and writing out or typing up what I’m grateful for.  Other times it’s simply an intentional reflection upon waking or before going to bed (try it – it can change your whole day or sleep!).  And, at other times, I just notice it throughout the day – if I’m moving slowly enough to notice, there is so much that catches my attention and fills me with appreciation.  Beautiful things, hard things I’ve faced and maybe worked through (at least a little), relationships that are easy, relationships that have been hard-won, things I could easily take for granted like the furnace running or the windows that allow in the beauty but keep the cold and critters out. 

Opportunities for gratitude are everywhere.  Sometimes I truly am grateful for the tears or for giving myself the time to hide away when I’m feeling sad, lost, confused, or afraid.  It’s not all about sunshine and rainbows.  And it’s definitely not about jumping over the hard stuff!  I do not want gratitude to be seen as a spiritual bypass – something that we go to even when we’re not feeling that way.  I don’t want anyone to squash themselves or to settle for less because they “know they should be grateful for what they have.”

Gratitude doesn’t say, “Stop longing.  Stop desiring.  Stop listening to your heart that is crying out for deeper connection or more meaning!”  It should not stop you from leaving the job that is sucking the life out of you just because you “should be grateful” that you even have a job… especially a good-paying job with benefits.  Please don’t weaponize gratitude in a way that keeps you stuck. 

Allow it to be a practice that fills you up and expands your view of life.  Let it change your experience of life as you regularly begin to notice what IS here that you do so deeply appreciate.  Let it pour out of you as you openly express to others what you appreciate about them, even when it feels awkward at first because who does that!? 

When we allow our attention to shift from its very natural, very human position of looking for what’s wrong or what could go wrong, to intentionally finding things to be grateful for, looking for what is “right” or “good,” we can literally change our brains.  We can also improve our physical and mental health.  We may find more joy, more flow, and less misery and angst. 

When I tell you that I’ve been able to find gratitude even in my darkest hours, even when I’ve been afraid my son would die, even when I’ve been awake all night with worry or anger after a particularly contentious interaction, I’m telling you the truth.  The key is I’ve also allowed myself to feel the fear, worry, anger, exhaustion.  It’s not an either-or kind of life we live.  We can feel it all.  And somehow the gratitude helps us to see the bigger picture of life beyond the narrow focus that despair and crisis can create. 

Gratitude is a life-changer - a genuine one.  Not a life hack!  I invite you to bring it into your daily life, not just on special holidays when the world tells you you should.  I encourage you to extend your gratitude beyond the obvious (though it’s a great place to begin with those people who are closest to you, who you love and adore, who lift you up)… extend your gratitude to the people who’ve done the work to ensure that you’re even reading this message – perhaps the eye doctor who prescribed your glasses, the person who installed your internet, those who design and create the technology that allows us to be connected across the miles.  Bring in gratitude for the farmers who planted the seeds and the workers who harvested the produce for the next meal you enjoy.  Give thanks for the beauty of the birds and their music that fills the air.  Find gratitude for the miracle that the sun continues to rise each day.  Soak in the miracle of fresh air and fresh water and reflect on those who stand up and do the work to ensure that we continue to have these things. 

Take a moment right now.  What are you grateful for in this moment?  Who do you want to share that with?  Who would you like to send a quick note or text of appreciation?  I invite you to join me in creating a wave of gratitude that continues beyond this week and that spreads far and wide.  Pay attention to how that changes your life and the lives of those around you. 

I am so grateful for you here in this community.  Thank you for being you, and thank you for being here!  

Here are a couple of meditations to support you in this practice: Invitation to Gratitude, Deeply Grateful, and Bathing in Gratitude  Please enjoy and fill up with these offerings.  

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Everyday Beauty

6/1/2021

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This week I come to you with a simple, but not easy invitation.  Slow down and notice the everyday beauty all around you.  Pause to take in sights, sounds, scents.  Cherish a sweet smile shared in passing with a stranger.  Savor a conversation with a friend.  Take your time as you enjoy the sweetness of a strawberry.  







This practice pairs well with gratitude and it can completely shift our experience of life because it redirects our focus.  Even in hard times, sad times, angry times, there is beauty to be found.  The more we notice, the more often we remember to look.  We soften and we begin to allow in “this too…”  Even as my heart breaks, I can find the beauty in a flower offered with love.  Even when it's a dark and gloomy day, there is a fleck of color that catches my eye.  

Curious... What do you notice? 
I'd love to hear about the beauty you notice as you move throughout your day.  I'm also curious what shifts for you as you take time to look for it… to include it.  Please share in the comments below!  

This isn't about painting over anything painful or hard.  It's about saying “this too…”  This too is here.  It isn't all good or all bad, all black or all white - there are so very many shades of color in between.
 
This week's meditation is “Everyday Beauty.” I invite you to join me in this practice as we slow down and become present… as we notice the beauty we might otherwise miss.  May this practice fill you up.  

If you've missed previous meditations, you can access my entire library for free at Soundcloud.  I invite you to explore and see which practices would most support you this week.  

​A Beautiful Invitation for You: 
Doors are open for my Soul Care group (which is a truly beautiful thing in itself) for the summer session which begins next Monday, June 7th.  This is a group that comes together to focus on self-care and also nurturing and nourishing our souls so that they are filled up!  We will be gathering every other week on Monday evenings from 7-8:30 PM EDT June - August.  Email me to apply if you're interested in joining this group.  

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What Would Love Do?

4/13/2021

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Each morning I set an intention for my day…a quality that I invite in to support me throughout the day.  A guidepost that I can touch back in with when I remember.
One of my favorite and most powerful intentions is Love.  It allows me to check in with it throughout the day, asking, “What would Love do?”  before I react to a situation or sink into a particular story I'm telling myself.  

Asking What would Love do? allows us to tune into the quality of love as a guiding force.  Love reminds us to be gentle with ourselves and others, to act kindly and with compassion, remembering that we're all doing the best we can in this moment.

What does Love do?  
Love listens… 
Love sees you and hears you 
Love comforts a hurting heart
Love softens loneliness
Love sits with a hurting friend without any need to fix or advise
Love gives from a generous place, without expectation
Love fills us up
Love sets boundaries that are clear but not harsh
Love says “yes” or “no” without apology
Love cultivates trust
Love cuddles the dog
Love patiently sets aside the to-do list and chooses to be present with another
Love puts the phone away
Love smiles at a stranger, holds a door, and lets the anxious driver cut in

Love feeds the birds
Love slows down to notice the beauty
Love appreciates what's here

What else?? 

I invite you to try it out today. When you find yourself reacting, pause… ask yourself, “What would Love do?”  and notice how it changes your interactions, your perceptions, your perspective, and your day.  Let us know by sharing in the comments! 

The meditation I am sharing this week is one called “What Would Love  Do?” I invite you to enjoy this practice as we begin by first extending this love to ourselves.  

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Out of the Darkness...Into the Light

12/21/2020

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Today marks the winter solstice here in the Northern Hemisphere.  On this darkest day of the year, the pivotal moment between dark and light, it is the perfect time to honor the darkness that has come into our lives through addiction.  It is a time to honor those who have been lost to the disease, to remember them with love.  It is a time to honor the struggle and the perseverance of those who are on the journey of recovery, and to honor ourselves and other loved ones who have also found a way through the darkness. 

In honoring the darkness and in grieving the losses we have endured, we bring those moments into the light.  When we bring them into the light, they are no longer hiding in the shadows, lurking in shame, or hidden in silence.  We claim and name our experience.  We see it for what it has been.  We presence it. 

When we do this, we are able to step forward into the light.  Just as the days begin to get longer with a bit more light from tomorrow on, we too can begin to bring more light into our homes and our beings. 

Addiction is a painful disease, as you undoubtedly know.  It affects everyone in its wake and can take down entire families with the weight of its suffering. 

However (and this is a big however), the journey from darkness to light does not have to take us out forever.  It is possible to find hope, joy, peace, love, and to create a brighter tomorrow, even when we have been impacted by addiction. 

If you are reading this, you are alive, and for that fact alone there is reason to celebrate.  You have been given the opportunity to live one more day.  What will you do with this one precious life you have been given?  How will you set your soul free to express itself?  What is uniquely yours to do?

Is there some way to honor your journey up to this very moment--the good, the bad, and the ugly, the full messiness of it all?  The painful, the joyous, the fearfulness, and the hope?  Whatever it’s looked like in the past, today marks a new day, albeit a short one.  Tomorrow offers the light of fresh possibility, as each day does.  How do you want to step into tomorrow? 

If we are able to find a way to turn our pain (or darkness) into possibility (or light), we can transform these heavy experiences into something that serve and support us and others.  We can show up for life more fully.  We can become who we were born to be. 

Let’s face it, 2020 has carried a full load of darkness, collectively, along with anything that you might have experienced personally. 

For many the holidays are emotionally-charged times and may bring in a healthy mix of emotions… sadness, joy, celebration, loneliness. I know I will be feeling both sadness for those who are not with us during this holiday season as well as joy and gratitude for those who are. 

There is room for it all.  When we allow ourselves to feel it all, to allow our hearts to carry this messy mix of what makes us human, we are able to move through it. 

“Only when we are brave enough to explore the darkness will we discover the infinite power of our light.” ~ Brene Brown
 
So, let this pivotal day be a day that marks the honoring of both the dark and the light.  Let us take a step back and look at the big picture of our lives and recognize that our experiences have not been all good or all bad, but rather a mix of both. 

Addiction can entomb us with its heavy cloak of darkness if we let it, but we can choose to lift up the corner of that cloak and peek outside.  We can lay down the heaviness and step into the light.  We get to choose. 

We may well prefer the moments of lightness, light-heartedness, and light in general, but there is also a gift to receive during the dark and challenging times.  We must be willing to sit with this part of our reality if we are to truly enjoy the light. 

I have found that it is in the dark where I have grown the most.  I wonder if that might be true for you as well.  I offer you this poem for consideration.  

The Places We Grow
It’s in the dark,
in the shadows,
where we stretch and grow.
 
We face ourselves
and see a new or forgotten aspect,
a piece we’d rather ignore or deny.
 
But there it is…
staring us down,
daring us to change,
to find a new way,
or to simply come into acceptance.
 
Sometimes it’s about overcoming
or adjusting.
Finding a way to do this with
love, compassion,
and gentle communion.
 
Honoring the self…
who I am,
where I am,
what I need,
what my baggage is.
 
And stepping into a deeper layer,
excavating and shifting,
allowing new light in,
and new hope out.
 
These are the places we grow –
often watered
and nourished with tears.
  © Barb Klein, 2016, “The Places We Grow,” from 111 Invitations: Step into the Full Richness of Life
 
Where and how can you nourish yourself today?  How might you allow some new light in--to your being, to your life?  How can you allow a little more hope to shine into the world? 
 
Begin by greeting yourself exactly where you are--gently, with tenderness, care, and compassion.  Offer yourself the space and grace to feel into what’s alive within your heart at this moment.  Ask your heart what it needs at this moment to be truly nurtured and nourished.  Then respond accordingly.  You deserve your own loving care.
 
We are on the cusp of a new year and we can only hope that 2021 is bringing with it new possibility, hope, and fresh beginnings.  Today let’s pause.  Let’s look at our lives and our loved ones with reverence. Let’s honor this journey where we have walked, crawled, and stumbled while we look ahead to the light of new creativity.  Let’s let this darkest day of the year—December 21-- be a personal pivotal moment for us to enter an illuminated future.  

* Originally published in MomPower. org 


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Happy Birthday, Ethel!

5/25/2020

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It’s Memorial Day.  And, it’s also my mother-in-law’s birthday.  She would have been 95, and our missing her is strong, as she’s only been gone for a couple of months.  This morning I reflected on the life she lived and the tenacity, persistence, strength, and heart it must have taken for her to live it. 

Her husband died in 1965, leaving her with 4 boys to raise (from my husband who wasn’t yet even a year old to his oldest brothers who were both already in college).  She had to learn to find an inner strength in the midst of what I imagine was tremendous grief.   She had to learn to ask for help, which I imagine did not come easily to this fiercely independent woman.  What she didn’t need to do was to find another man to complete her.  She knew she was complete as she was, and nobody was going to tell her how to parent! 

Ethel, I love you, and I honor you, and I am so very grateful for all that you did for us and for our boys.  They love you with all their hearts and will never forget the special relationship you had.  Thank you for being an integral part of our lives.  Thank you for giving birth to Tom and raising him to be such an amazing man, husband, and father.  Ethel, you done good!  Are you kidding me!?  You done great!! You are a hero.

On this day, which happens to also be Memorial Day, as we honor the heroes of this land, I include you.  Against all odds, you raised 4 boys to be independent, strong, wise, loving, caring men who each was able to walk his own path, find his own way, and become who he was born to be. 
But, that wasn’t enough for you, dear lady.  Your heart was so big that you helped the lost ones in school – the kids who no one else was able to help or support; the kids that others thought were a problem.  You showed up for them, loved them, and found a way to teach them.  What’s more is they delighted you with their mischievous ways!!

That wasn’t enough.  Your mission in this life was to help kids, and you wanted to do even more!  So, at the youthful age of 60 you decided to become a foster mother.  Wow!  I know you saved some lives and families with your commitment to loving and supporting them through some tough, tough times.  Thank you.  I honor you. 

Thank you for your service.  Thank you for showing your boys what a strong, independent woman does!  You amaze me, and thank you for unleashing my heart and soul to flourish.  Witnessing you and learning from you has helped me to claim my strength and to find my way.  You broke the mold you were told to live in, and have helped me to do the same! 

Thank you for bringing your fierceness in alongside my mom’s softness and quiet strength.  You have both shown me what it’s like to rise above the adversity of unexpected and deep loss and to find your way in uncharted territory, carving out your own way, living a life that was full and rich and fulfilling.  Each one of you being you.  In your way. 

Yes, the men of our families went to war, and today they will be remembered and honored, and today I also remember and honor the women who carried on at home.  The women who somehow tended to themselves and their families until they could break free to be who they were born to be.  The women who climbed Bald Mountain in their 70’s!!  Today I honor you women who showed me how to live and love deeply and fiercely. Women who showed me that you don’t curl up and die when the going gets tough, but you somehow find a way to keep on going and find the things that bring you joy! 
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Happy birthday, Ethel! I hope you and Betty have found one another and are having a great picnic party today!! 

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What Do You Love?

5/8/2020

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Now wait… before you read on,… pause.   Take a breath.  Maybe close your eyes and put your hands on your heart.  Get curious.  With an open mind and an open heart, ask, with genuine interest… what do I love? Then see what rises up.  Be willing to be surprised.  What DO you love??
 
Recently I posed this question to a group of women who may not often think about this, particularly in the context I asked it.  Also, I asked it in the middle of a global pandemic at a time when many of us are feeling weary, worried, unsettled, and uncertain.  I asked moms of kids who struggle with substance use disorder –what do you love about your son or daughter?  What are their best qualities? 

Lots of women replied, naming so many beautiful qualities their kids embody, acknowledging that it’s been awhile since they’ve reflected on these aspects of kids who are often associated with pain and struggle.  Which was exactly my point in asking the question.  Not to pretend that the horrendous experiences aren’t there, but to remember that beneath this disease, there is still a loving, caring, kind, humorous, creative, generous being. 

If there is a person in your life with whom you have a challenging or complicated relationship, you might take a moment to consider what qualities you love in this person.  

Why am I asking you now at a time when there’s so much we don’t like, so much we are worried, scared, or discombobulated about?? 

I find it really helpful to remember that the whole messy mix can be true at the same time.  It’s not all or nothing, black or white, good or bad.  Rarely does life present itself in a neat package despite our mind’s desire to simplify it that way. 

We look at what we love, not to erase or to pretend that the painful, uncomfortable, less desirable things aren’t also here.  We do this to see that there’s room for it all.  That it can ALL be here, at the same time, in the same reality, in the same heart.  We don’t have to choose what we hate or what we love, what we’re for or what we’re against, what we want to lean into or what we want to eradicate forever.  We can be with it all.  You can love the sunshine and warmth, remembering that beach in your happy place, even as you cringe at the snow that is here when it shouldn’t be! 

It’s a simple practice to wonder and to notice from time to time.  And, so, I ask you, even in your sadness, despair, worry, or fear, to consider, remember or discover the part of you that loves.

Right now… consider, what do you love? 

About yourself? What are your best qualities? (let's start here... and, if you go no further, that will be more than enough!) 

About the situation you find yourself in? 

About life?

About the person or people who challenge you deeply? 

What do you love to do? Eat? Experience? 

Who do you adore, and what is it about them that you love?

What do you love to be? Do? Have? 

Feel into it with all of your senses – what images, thoughts, scents, feelings emerge?  What brings a smile to your face or lights you up inside? 

What brings a sweet “aaahhhh….?”

For me, a few things that come to mind right now that I love are sunsets; lakes and oceans; “The Grinch;” Snoopy; the smell of a bonfire or fresh-baked bread; sunshine and warm, fresh air; laughter; deep honest connections;  the smell of a horse farm and feeling my body sway with a horse; and helping other people light up! 

Now, let's be honest... it might be way easier to know what we don’t like, what we wish were different, even what we hate…  And if that’s where your mind goes, then start there.  When we’re deep in the muck, it can be hard to see out.  Then, take a moment and look at the flip side.  The opposite of what you hate is likely what you love or what you’re longing for. 

Let it all be here.  There is no need to jump over the uncomfortable, the painful, the sad or scary to get to the happy, peaceful, joyful feelings.  We have the capacity to hold it all in these hearts of ours. 

When we can touch in with what we love, we soften, if only for a moment.  Something inside of us stirs.   We awaken maybe a long-forgotten spark.  We connect with something deep and true. 

From this place, maybe we allow ourselves to dream or desire.  Or maybe we allow ourselves to simply accept someone else as they are, even with the parts we don’t like or wish weren’t there.  Maybe for a minute we are able to see the essential goodness in another person. Maybe we energize ourselves enough to take that next step. 

What do you love? 
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Feel into it.  Awaken your heart.  And, then please share in the comments and let’s sprinkle some love around today! 

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